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 Go.

I've been thinking for days
About what I'm missing
These pages are blank
Chapters unwritten

I've been asking myself
Where are my friends?
Who are these characters
That all just pretend?

Am I insane?
Has the world gone all wrong?
Where are the high notes
In this gloomy song?

I've been thinking for days
And I'm reminiscing
Jotting down reasons
Quote by quote listing

Reasons to fly
Far from this place
Away from this town
Leaving no trace

I've been searching for months
For a single reason
To stay in a life
Where I'm hardly breathing

But honestly,
It's getting harder
I'm not sure how long
Or if I can go much farther

I can't tell you how much
That I fucking wish
That this pain would end
But to get over it

I'll need to find
A person or place
A thing or a sign
A word or a face
 
Give me a reason
Give me an answer
Give me a chance
To avoid this disaster

......

Time's up.